Oh I forgot how I love your little messages because they instill paranoia.
Is this where I say I don't think I'm being lied to and you point and laugh? I don't really think I'm being lied to. But I also don't really think I am top dog favorite around here either. If everybody is kind of like me, then maybe they switch who their favorites are with each conversation. I find myself doing that.
But I really believe that Pia is with me. I really believe that Moana wants all the girls safe. I actually think I am good with most of the guys. Not Lee. But maybe everybody else. So unless it just comes down to tribe strength and challenge skills, I feel pretty OK.
I started to invest in Zach last night. I know I ranked him low but said there was potential there. And there is. I really like the way he talks and carries himself because it is so rogue in comparison and he entertains me. And I also really like Shonee because she seems so genuine and settled.
Pia has said she wants this 5some of her/me/Peter/Benji and Conner. That is like not my ideal 5some at all. But I"m going to roll with it on one hand and cultivate everybody else on the other I have no idea who all Pia told that she felt distant to Shonee and Muana but whoever it was told Shonee pretty much verbatim. I think it was Peter which immediately sends up a red flag. Like why the fuck do that at this stage of the game. There was literally no reason and as much as I like him and talked game the most with him, big red flag that he doesn't know when to keep his mouth shut and I hate that in an ally. Knowing when to talk and when to shut up is very important. Many, many people don't know when to be quiet.