- Wed Oct 09, 2019 8:41:55 am
#9165
It is difficult!
I don't feel super comfortable. I am technically in an alliance with Jacqui, Benji, Pia, and I guess Conner? that I don't feel super close to. I'm aligned with Shane who has shady motives.
I got an offline IM from Jacqui that said "did you tell Shonee what Pia said about her?" which I honestly had to rack my brain for. I didn't tell Shonee anything and I do remember Pia saying she didn't trust her, but I didn't tell anyone. I do not want to be the scapegoat for meddling BEFORE I even get the chance to meddle!
Jacqui's handling of the alliance being created was expert; she seemed skeptical to me about it and continues to act a little blase about it, while still tryign to "bring Conner in". I don't really feel all that cozy with Conner, but I'm going to put in effort with him over the next few days to cover my bases. Frankly, I need to put in work with everyone over the next few days to cover my bases. It's overwhelming.
I was also one of the only people saying they liked Craig yesterday so I had to change my tune SUPER quick. Once Zach got on, I spoke to him for like 5 seconds, got wind of his bro schtick, and went around to the power players (Pia, Jacqui, Conner) and was like "omg Zach is great, yes cut off Craig's head!!!"
I complained about the Zach protection to Shane. Whether I can trust Shane fully or not is something I have to push to the back of my mind at this point, I need someone to channel my frustrations and talk shit with and Shane has easily become that person.
