- Thu Oct 17, 2019 1:45:36 pm
#11749
So in regards to last night. Still furious. I absolutely think that we did win based on the wording and how every other challenge said when you post your time start with nothing else stated. Like legit, I almost just quit. But I was like, calm yourself, fuck ups happen, you know and everyone else with a functional brain knows you won. Don't quit cuz nobody is listening to your extremely accurate points.
And again I want to specify that just because an i.e. Big Brother contestant walks onto their challenge stage (creating the thread) their challenge does not begin til they hit their button (post the pass). Like they can literally stand there for minutes to an hour but the challenge does not start til they hit the button (post the pass)
But this is my thread and I will vent here about it and not in a public space. I just need to vent so don't come at me.
Regardless, we are playing again.
In many aspects, I am a player who leads by their emotions. Like if I get weird vibes, don't like somebody, etc. I play by emotions. So when I say that I dislike the person Shonee is, it's not disliking the actual person behind her. It's just this person in the game and how they act and how condescending they are.
Make no mistakes, whether we go to tribal tonight or not. Shonee's days in this game are over. I don't respect players like Shonee and I don't want to work with them. Everything Shonee has done so far in game has come off as whiny and entitled. I've heard horror stories about her. She obviously pissed yellow off and now she pissed my tribe off.
I don't want to drag a goat like that to the end, I don't want a goat like that around. I will make it my mission to assure if Shonee does not leave tonight, as long as I am still around, Shonee will lose. Shonee may not go right away, she may even go to the finals, but she will lose this game.
I only forgive when I have redemption and revenge.
Injustice is met with justice. I will burn Shonee and all those agree with her to the ground. I am that passionate about getting her out.
What to do in moving on? (scoff) I don't know honestly, it is like a wind has been removed from my sails. So I need to reinvigorate myself. And the only thing that is reinvigorating me is: hate and despise and revenge and watching somebody crumble to the ground.
I want to watch the world burn.
I am a big deal, I want to grind people into sand, beneath my heel now. Shonee, time to watch your back. Shonee, time to turn and cough because you took me down but didn't finish me off. I got the gasonline, I want to watch the world burn.
And I will sit there, on my throne, smiling. I've spent 7 episodes being nice and loving people. Nope gone now. Now time to watch people wither in agony.
And Shonee you're number 1.
#dramaqueen