- Wed Oct 30, 2019 8:23:24 am
#13848
Thank you again for asking me to play. I always find your games to be so different from what I am used to and I so appreciate all you put into this. I also want to give a shout out to the community you've developed. I know it is a tight knit bunch and has a great spirit.
But...
This game was hard for me, mainly because I am not that much a part of it. I don't think I think like a lot of these people.
Maybe I'm wrong on that. But I did feel that way off and on. The bigger issue, though, is that I don't have the time to game much any more. You know I am old. But my parents are ancient. I have to spend so much time at their house, combined with my job and I don't have the heart for this. Like I did not even have time to confess the last few rounds and you know I love to confess. As a host for years, confessing is so important to me.
So I feel like I've been a complete failure here.
I told Shane yesterday I did not have the time for this game and it would be best if I actually left last night. So I am legit not upset or bitter or anything. I am relieved. I also told her I was going to come in here and rant the other day because so many of these people I legit found horrible to down right exhausting, but that's not my nature at all. Let's just say I totally get why Peter didn't mind quitting. I hope Brooke is just this way as a gamer. Because if she is like this as a RL person, she needs help, medication or something. I'm not trying to be funny or mean spirited. It's just mind blowing to anybody with a logical mind. I hope she just plays a crazy person.
But to anybody who does read this after the game, shout out to Phoebe and Lee and Monika. I actually found them to be the best people in the game, as the game went on. I would love to see one of them win.
But...
This game was hard for me, mainly because I am not that much a part of it. I don't think I think like a lot of these people.
Maybe I'm wrong on that. But I did feel that way off and on. The bigger issue, though, is that I don't have the time to game much any more. You know I am old. But my parents are ancient. I have to spend so much time at their house, combined with my job and I don't have the heart for this. Like I did not even have time to confess the last few rounds and you know I love to confess. As a host for years, confessing is so important to me.
So I feel like I've been a complete failure here.
I told Shane yesterday I did not have the time for this game and it would be best if I actually left last night. So I am legit not upset or bitter or anything. I am relieved. I also told her I was going to come in here and rant the other day because so many of these people I legit found horrible to down right exhausting, but that's not my nature at all. Let's just say I totally get why Peter didn't mind quitting. I hope Brooke is just this way as a gamer. Because if she is like this as a RL person, she needs help, medication or something. I'm not trying to be funny or mean spirited. It's just mind blowing to anybody with a logical mind. I hope she just plays a crazy person.
But to anybody who does read this after the game, shout out to Phoebe and Lee and Monika. I actually found them to be the best people in the game, as the game went on. I would love to see one of them win.
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